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aren't incapability and mourning simply things you want to fear?

[ Shadow was in the lobby once more, the scent of onion rings still present despite the party having been cleaned up. He was staring at a single warp ring... he'd eliminated all possibilities, this had to be the one. Having spent days trying to figure out if the ARK was actually possible to reach here...

He'd had no problem getting to it back in the real world, after all, he had the Doctor to thank for that. But this was a different place... and he couldn't be sure if the ARK in this realm would be the same as the one he knew before...

Would it still be empty and cold?

Or would it be like the home he once knew? Shadow frowned, shaking his head. It didn't matter what it was like, it could never be how it used to-- especially without the people there that made it familiar, warm. ]

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[ Shadow wasted no time in exiting the nursery, instead he began to head back to the observation deck. He knew the ARK better than anyone currently alive, he could drive it into the Earth if he wanted to, but that goal no longer remained.

Now just sadness lingered.

Perhaps it was time to leave the ARK, to look at other places, to get away from these memories and find something worth living for. He had to acknowledge that he wasn't going to die any time soon. Maria wouldn't have wanted him to waste his life. No matter how long it would end up being, even he didn't know.

Shadow proceeded over to the monitor on the observation deck, entering a few commands. The ARK began to make a check on different units throughout the facility. Weapons, guard services, air check, Chaos Drives... Everything was in working order, without a single bloodstain. He wondered, briefly, if this was the ARK as it was 50 years ago, except without anyone onboard.

If this place could bring people from different times... then why not objects? Places? Theoretically, it was all possible. ]

[Perhaps Shadow leaving as quickly as he did was almost symbolic. He wanted to leave it behind or even... throw it all away, so to speak. And yet there it would be, constantly following him and something he couldn't shake off. But that was just it too. No, he couldn't forget and shouldn't. He had to lead the way and look ahead, not let it hold him back.

The sound of the machines working, processing commands, displaying numbers and symbols and statistics signaled activity, but it wasn't life. It wasn't alive. It's also what made being in the space station that much more empty or inhospitable now since... it used to be. It used to hold life, contain life, be full of life and even create life.

Sonic stood next to the black hedgehog, again his eyes looking out over the Earth.]

I said I wouldn't let you do this alone, so I'm not.

What're you thinking about? ... If you need to leave, then we should.

That sounds like a good idea; I'm tired of this place. [ No doubt Shadow would come back here in order to do his thinking, but he didn't want to spend anymore time here. Wasting away in memories... There wasn't any point to it.

It was just another form of decay. He turned to Sonic after shutting down the monitor and offered his hand. ]

I suppose thanks are in order.

You got it. Let's go somewhere else then.

[Sonic nodded at Shadow's response. His darker counterpart had experienced enough here for now. If he needed to return, then Sonic was more than willing to join him, but would respect his decision if he needed to have time to himself as well.

The blue hedgehog had turned and saw Shadow offer his hand. He extended his hand out too to place it in Shadow's.]

Hey, you don't hafta thank me, really. I wanted to help, and I'm not askin' for anything in return.

[ Shadow's grip was firm, and he didn't bother shaking the other's hand. After a moment, he released his grip and turned to where they had appeared. There was a warp ring waiting for them.

Without hesitation, the hedgehog leapt through it, landing back inside the lobby. His intent on exploration replaced his need for verifying the past. Perhaps it was better this way. ]

[Whenever Sonic went anywhere, it was always to go straight there, looking forward. But this time, after Shadow leaped through the warp ring, Sonic took a look back at the space colony they were leaving behind for the time being.

...

He didn't want to keep Shadow waiting, so he also jumped into the warp ring and appeared back inside the lobby.]

[ Shadow watched Sonic pop out of the ring, eying him. ]

If you want to come back here, you won't have to wait for me. I don't control who goes in or who comes out. If I don't satisfy your curiousity of the ARK, you can do it on your own.

[Sonic nodded once more, now not looking back at the warp ring he had just exited from.]

Yeah, I know, but I think I'm good for now. It's still gonna be there if I ever do want to go back. Or if you want to too.

Are you gonna be okay?

[ Shadow shook his head. ]

It will take more than a trip down memory lane to render me useless. [ But he was feeling tired after that. He felt like thanking Sonic again, but wasn't exactly sure how to say it... But he was tired now, and desired a rest. ]

Don't follow me this time. [ It sounded worse than he meant for it to, but he was honest. He wanted to be alone, and perhaps sleep if he needed to. ]

I know, you don't have to tell me twice.

[It might not have rendered him useless, but it clearly had affected the black hedgehog in some way. But there wasn't a need to say that as they were both well aware of it. The black hedgehog did have his pride, after all. Had it been reversed, Sonic would have thought the same way.]

Heh, I won't. You go do your thing. See ya 'round, Shadow.

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